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September 23, 2021 – Grab Bag or a Flaming Bag?

Even though I am going to the range tomorrow, I am out of mental energy to come up with an appropriate topic today for Tacticool Thursday. Hopefully, we will get my dad’s rifles sorted out finally after two years of trying. Hunting season starts in two weekends so it is time to get this finished.

I was listening to the Orvis Hunting and Shooting podcast the other day. I don’t remember the guest by name but I think that he was around 70 by the timeline of his life. He was talking about his childhood and how they would spend months out in the field. By my speculation, that means this was likely in the 1950s or 60s.

I started thinking about how life has changed since that time. For instance, I don’t know anyone that takes months off year over year unless you are a teacher, but certainly not in the fall. I also don’t know any kids that don’t attend school on a rigid schedule. The guest was also talking about how they had to live off of what they procured such as small game and fish. With all of today’s laws, that type of recreation would not be legal.

My mind wandered a bit more. From everything that I read about history, this kind of more leisurely lifestyle was more common earlier in the century. My how life has changed. Now, we can’t even take vacation without worrying that we are impacting our career. I am not going anywhere specific here, I am just lamenting that I cant even imagine taking months off a year.

One thing that my job hiatus taught me is that I need some downtime periodically. The difference between a week off and two years is night and day. It is almost as if one week off makes things worse because it is not like you can drop everything and pick it back up when you return.

Maybe it is the type of job that I have? Maybe if I was building houses rather than computer systems it would be better? I don’t really know because I have never worked a non-professional job longer than three months at a time. I have said this before that my favorite job was working as a janitor in college. It was a complete context switch between the lab and studying to just mop the floor. I feel that way about delivering for Amazon as well.

For me, having that time off allows me to reflect on what I could do differently so as not to have the same problems or experience in the future. I don’t think that there is enough time in a typical vacation to do that. There is also not enough time to resolve anything either. Maybe I should just take my own advice and accept the situation is what it is?

Another interesting topic came up in that conversation. It is the decline of the ‘outdoorsman’. As a result of the compression of time, people have become very specialized in their interest and less so a generalist. You think of people that identify as a hiker, trail-runner, mountain biker, hunter, or fisherman. Then you can break it down even further such as I am a bowhunter, big game hunter, upland bird hunter, duck hunter and everything has specific gear and seasons and dogs.

The point was made that people don’t need to know knots anymore because you can now buy a cheap ‘thing’ to replace what a knot would have done in the past. That all counts for some of the decline of general outdoor skills. I have heard it said that the number one tool for pioneers was the ax. With it you could blaze a trail, build a house, make other tools etc. I suppose if all I had was an ax, I could probably so some stuff I never thought possible. But, as of now I have no idea where to begin.

I thought that those things were interesting and thought provoking. I ran across this photo today and I am sure that it is not what the headline appears. That said, what a disgrace that our media uses to propagate this nonsense. I wonder if they were vaccinated?

End Your Programming Routine: Between my choices I am making and circumstance, I am exhausted. Today was kind of a free form writing as things come to mind. I am looking forward to spending my month out in the woods some day. At least I am looking for ways to add leisure back in my life if I can.

September 22, 2021 – Top of Mind Today, Estate Planning

I am certainly no expert in this topic and I hope that you will not find it boring but I have learned a thing or two about participating in the process. I hope that I can provide some perspective for you to think about. The other truth is that I had one perception and the reality is something different.

First of all, if your estate situation is complicated, I would definitely consult an attorney. Proper steps made make a big difference in the outcome. I had always assumed that being married had the simplest transfer and to some degree that is true. What isn’t exactly true is if assets are not jointly held or titled, then they are subject to probate.

Let me try to explain a little further. Let us say that your partner has a vehicle titled in his name only. If that partner dies, that asset gets thrown into the probate pot. If there is a will specifically designating the spouse as a beneficiary, then it is pretty clear that the spouse will get the asset post probate. If the will is not clear, then the asset is subject to the executor clearing the estate post probate.

What does all that mean? It means that first of all, there is a ‘cooling off’ period which is called probate. This is a legal procedure that recognizes the estate’s executor by name. The executor provides fiduciary responsibility until the probate period has closed. That means that the executor is entitled to sell assets to cover outstanding liabilities during the probate period. It also means additional creditors have time to make a claim against the estate.

In the end, the heirs named in the will and post the probate period will get the remainder of assets divided appropriately. If you made the assumption like I did that the spouse will assume all of the assets, that is not true. The spouse assumes 50% of the assets unless they are jointly titled in which case they do get 100% or they are specifically named in the will as getting all of the assets or the court deems it was the deceased intent to do (in the case of an inadequate will).

Debt that is in the name of the deceased is slightly different. It is true that all debt is still owed, but that is subject to the value of the estate. Meaning, any assets that are singly held must be liquidated to cover the debts until they are all paid or there is no money left in the estate.

There are some loopholes here, for instance retirement accounts or life insurance. Those things (hopefully) have a named beneficiary. That money would then move directly to the beneficiary without involvement of probate. However, if there is no beneficiary name, the money goes into probate for paying the debt of the the estate or split amongst the heirs.

Whoa, I thought this was going to be easier to explain. A vehicle is significant, but what about a house? This is the same thing. What is even more complicated is that if there is current debt against the asset, the asset is the security for the loan payment. This is one of the best cases for life insurance.

I think I have gotten through all of that, now is time for a relevant detour. I am staring out the door at my office. The basement is literally littered and clogged with junk. Most of it has an occasional use and a purpose. The question is ‘is it used, do you know you have it, can you find it?’ I have had this theory that it is so much easier to acquire things than it is to actually get rid of them. Not necessarily emotionally (sometimes that too) but physically. For instance, I ordered a dumpster to help with cleanup at my in-laws which cost me $650.

As a person with a preparedness mindset. I am always thinking about spares and backups and a way to re-use things, I also know that I have acquired my fair share of ‘other peoples problems’. When you think about getting a house ready for the market where some of the stuff is going to go into storage there are lots of things that won’t. I have hazardous waste for garden chemicals, paint that is two colors removed and hardware of one million varieties. Me being a handy guy and a tool guy, I have most of what I need. But, I don’t want to just throw stuff of value away. But in the vein of estate planning I think it would behoove us to think about the lifecycle of all the things we acquire so that it doesn’t become another problem.

My plan after finishing my office was to initiate the basement and garage clean-up. I never anticipated this life altering event to occur. As a result, I have been trying to combine my clean-up with helping out my mother-in-law. That makes it go quite a bit slower (for me).

End Your Programming Routine: I used to think ‘who cares what happens when I die’. I think this event has made me more thoughtful to the consequences to this line of thinking. I am not rushing out to make a will just yet, but it definitely needs to be on the short list this year. Additionally, I am thinking long and hard about what I may think is acceptable to keep laying around as I reorganize everything.

September 21, 2021 – Canning Pears

When I agreed to to take on this task, I knew that it was going to be tough. Now that I am done, I am happy to have this done. Let me say that I am worn out. I decided to do it all in one night rather than splitting it because of the the amount of energy it takes to get started. Meaning, it saves time to keep going rather stop and pick back up again.

Just because peaches and pears are done, doesn’t mean that I am done. I have basil that I am going to make into pesto and freeze. I have grapes that I am not sure what I want to do yet, I might make jelly or I might do nothing. I have my plum wine ready to start. Usually, I make applesauce too. I don’t think that there are enough apples this year to do so.

Today, I am going to talk about the process of canning for high acid foods, specifically pears. The two most important things are having everything gathered up and the sequencing of the steps. Meaning, this process can go much faster if things are moving in the right order.

The first thing I do is start heating the water for the canner (black on the left). But as long as things are heating up, get your syrup going (right, back) and heat up the scalding water for peeling (right, front). Have your workspace laid out so there is somewhere close to put finished jars to cool. In the right picture, I have the prep station setup including someplace to dump waste. I have the lids already off and the jars lined up so that I can move the funnel from jar to jar quickly and minimizing the mess.

I tried a new way of peeling this year. It involved scalding the pear for 15 seconds, and then immersing into cool water. In theory the skin peels of. I found that no matter how you slice it, this process was messy and time consuming. After the pears are peeled, I quarter them and remove the core and other blemishes.

As you get going, be sure to keep an eye on things going on. You may need to refill syrup so that sugar has time to dissolve in time to get the jars filled so that you don’t need to wait on that step to run the canner. Time in the canner is 25 minutes at a rolling boil. I find that I need to fiddle with the power gauge up and down to keep it going. The canner holds six jars technically, I find that I can do seven by putting one jar in the middle of the basket. Once boiled, I set aside on a towel to cool. Interestingly,

Canning works by two principles. One is that the sugar water acts as a preservative. The second is that the lid ultimately creates a seal which increases pressure inside the jar. As the contents boil, there is a slightly higher pressure inside the jar which drives oxygen out of the jar. It means that the jar leaks while the process is happening. In theory, the jars being submerged under water creates a ‘one way’ drive out of the jar.

I say all that to say that the jars end up sticky because some of that syrup boils out. Before storage, it is a good idea to clean off the outside. Sometimes I don’t and the consequences are that ants may find the jars in the spring. Of course they don’t get in, but they do crawl all over the place and who needs that?

I usually have a failure or two. With my peaches it was one jar out of twenty this year and I had one pear fail to seal. Those go into the fridge for short term consumption. Also, jars can break due to a temper set of glass. I never do this because it takes extra time and I always put my jars away clean but it is recommended to run the jars through the dishwasher before use. This helps with setting the right glass temper as well as cleaning.

End Your Programming Routine: Everything that you need to know can be found in the Ball canning handbook about $10. For free you can also supplement with YouTube. Since I grew up with this, I cannot each store bought canned fruit. It does take some planning, effort and commitment but I think that knowing how to do it is valuable.

September 20, 2021 – Speaking of Saving Time vs. Money

We had our first taste of fall come on Saturday. It rained nearly two inches which is really unusual. Despite the fact that I plumbed the heat pump condensate to the sump and it has been running lightly all summer, wouldn’t you know that the pump failed Saturday morning.

We were trying to get ready to head out the door for a day of clean-up at my in-laws property. Since we were expecting it to be raining and miserable all day, we were getting our rain gear from the basement. Luckily I was near the pump and I heard the pump running dry. I went over to inspect and found that the screw holding the switch bracket in place had rusted off and had wedged the level switch in the on position.

Knowing that we were going to be gone all day and knowing that we expected a lot of rain, I could not leave the house with this situation the way it was and not end up with a lot of water in the basement. I have done this repair before, My first attempt was to extract the broken part of the screw. But the mud, low light and depth of the pump made my first attempt not successful. Since I needed to remove the pump to try and fix the problem, I decided to replace the pump instead. There is no guarantee that I can get the broken screw out anyway.

It is 9:30 AM Saturday. The local hardware store is five minutes away and open. The short of it is that I had the pump swapped out in an hour. There was no major issue and hopefully, I will have a spare if I can fix the old one.

Given that we already had a long day scheduled and that we were late to begin with, I appreciate that the local hardware store was not only open but had what I needed in stock. Remember what I said on Friday maybe not always what you want, but will work? In this case, I replaced a 1/6 HP pump with a 1/3 HP pump.

Well, the smaller one was doing the job fine. Secondly, I paid probably twice as much for this pump than the smaller one. Lastly, pumps rely on pumping for cooling and the on/off cycle is the hardest part of the job. It is possible that this is oversized and will have a reduced lifespan as a result. I guess we will see. But, we had a dry basement and most of the day to do what we needed to do. Despite the trade offs, this will be good enough and price checking after the fact, I paid the same as at the big box.

End Your Programming Routine: How’s that for timing? I just want to reiterate that I appreciate that I could get the job done in such a short period of time. Anecdotally, I was explaining to my boys what was the problem and me fixing it. Meanwhile, on Sunday, the pastor was lamenting how his father never taught him anything around the house (which of course was the lead to a deeper subject). But, I think I was given a strong message with this problem.


September 17, 2021- The Value of Local Business and Relationships

I talk about planning a lot. I am pretty good about planning my stuff, but I fail hard on planning for the relationship level. Mother’s Day, Valentines, Birthdays and Christmas are all things that I dread. I would guess that it is because I don’t have a lot of interest in those things personally. I could care less if I do anything different on my birthday or not. Others in my family think it is a national holiday.

I have been holding on to this story since June, I am not sure why but I thought that I would save it until I really needed an idea. I know that it was at least partially because I wanted to do the topic justice. I don’t think that is really today, but it seemed like a good day to use it.

I live in a small town. It is the kind of place that nearly everything is closed by 8pm. Maybe you can imagine what that looks like but often doesn’t leave a lot of options from a retail standpoint. I would best describe the environment like you can often find something that will work but may not be exactly what you want.

I am speaking about hardware, building supplies, sporting goods, clothing and electronics. I am sure that it applies to other things as well but these are the things that I am often in search of. I have definitely grown more accustomed to going directly online. But that doesn’t work well when you haven’t planned in advance, see paragraph one above.

June 1 was my mom’s birthday. Of course I wasn’t prepared so I thought that I would get some flowers. Little did I know the flower shop closed at 4pm and it was 4:15. Fortunately, we already have a non-business relationship and she was still at the shop. I suspect that she would have done it for most people but it at least made me feel like I got preferential treatment.

In building this relationship, I have also learned that how things are done matter. For instance, I have learned that ordering directly from the flower shop puts more margin in the owners direction. So, while you might pay the same ordering from the shop directly versus a national service when the owner does better on the sale, other things happen. I talk about this more at the end of this post.

I do try to give business in town when I can. Without patrons willing to frequent the business, they wont be there at all let alone limited hours. Sometimes I pay the extra 30-50% premium to do my part for the convenience. I should also mention the next bigger city is nearly half an hour away. You are trading time for money in many instances. Unless money is really tight, time is often much more valuable to me.

The second half of this equation is that relationships aren’t free. Of course there is the financial part of it but I am talking about the quid pro quo side. I agreed to transform a picture frame into a memory box by cutting some slots so slogans written on blocks of wood could be slid in for a daughters graduation/birthday party.

It probably took me two hours to do. I will say that I was way more careful than I would normally be because it wasn’t my frame to damage or mess up. But, that is a good lesson for me as well as I can be a little too casual sometimes and things don’t go the way that I think they should in my mind.

Getting back to the theme here. Sometimes the relationship occurs before the business or sometimes it is the other way around. When I was in college, I became friendly with a guy whose parents owned a Chinese restaurant. We did our fair share of buying meals, but usually we got something comped or brought out to sample as well. There were a couple of times that we were invited to the Chinese New Year dinner with the family. That was really cool.

I will throw in one last example. There was a local gas station that unfortunately developed a tank leak and had to be torn down for environmental cleanup earlier this year. He says the plan is to rebuild quickly, I hope so.

I was going to the station across the street because the price was the same and it was the easiest to get back on the road in the direction that I wanted to go. But several times, the attendant asked me to wait 15 minutes for their staff meeting (we do not have self-service gasoline in Oregon). After about the third time this happened, I left to the first station I mentioned and never went back.

I was one of his earliest repeat customers I am pretty sure because he had just purchased the station. Each time I would hand him my debit card he would take the time to read the name and thank me before I left. It wasn’t long and he knew my vehicle, what I wanted. This guy was a people person anyway and I noticed over the years people would pull into the station largely to talk.

He also employed local kids to work. But the real reason I kept going to buy my gasoline was that I began to notice his business was a frequent sponsor of youth sports teams, seasonal music etc. I have never seen the station across the street sponsor anything in this town. Even though I paid at least 10 cents per gallon more I made the choice to spend my money there because it was working harder at things that were important to me.

End Your Programming Routine: The point to all of this is that business can build relationship. And, when you have commerce with relationship that becomes community. Community is caring, the drive to belong and participate which allow both to business and relationship to thrive.

September 16, 2021 – ‘Tacticool’ Thursday

I am definitely feeling a little rummy today. I have been burning the midnight oil canning peaches and getting up early for work as well as managing some of the estate cleanup activities and all of the household. I tentatively set plans to go to the range today after work but there is just too much going on I am going to have to look for another day.

That leaves me at the same place as I was last week with reloading and I have a new red dot sight that I want to get bore sighted before I go to the range. Since I am abandoning that idea, then I don’t need to that yet. So what else is going on in my Tacticool world? As you can probably guess, not a lot but that doesn’t mean that I cant talk about something relevant.

Let me diverge for a minute. A couple of days ago, I saw that 20lb propane tanks were on sale. Since the ice storm in February, they have been chronically missing at stores, The ones that I have seen the normal price has gone up at least 33% since last year. I have been waiting for them to come back in stock and better yet, go on sale. That was the day so I bought one.

My son asked me why I needed another cylinder. My answer was that I only have one and I would like to at least have a spare so that I could use one while I was refilling the other. And I also tried to get across that the time to get one is when you don’t actually need one because as we can see from this real world example, it may never be back in stock when you need it. I do want to get one more and have them all filled for if we ever needed emergency heat or cooking in the future.

That is a good lesson but let’s apply it to Tacticool. I spend a lot of time in my office. Being that it is in the basement and isolated from the rest of the house, stuff can happen and I don’t really know about it. We do have recently installed Ring cameras so I do hear the chime and can login to the portal to see what is the cause of the movement but I don’t always do that.

I was thinking about moving some of my firearms into my office. This was mostly for climate control purposes but the thought did cross my mind that it would be nice to have ready access (just in case) something should ever come up. Currently, I have stuff kind of distributed across the house.

As my juices started going, I started thinking about my options for better access. One option would be to carry consistently. I have to say that having my permit for over six years, I find to to be a large inconvenience and it is not comfortable. It also doesn’t work well with light summer dress or informal clothes that a belt is not necessary or possible.

Another option would be to just have access in my office. I don’t really want to have loaded firearms just sitting around, that is not really a great option. So, now I am just carrying one around, I might as well have a holster. I will solve this one way or another.

My point for all of this is that just like the propane cylinder, it is difficult to be prepared after the fact. And since I am kind of blind in the office, I would feel better if I didn’t have to run upstairs to get the keys to the gun cabinet should I need access.

End Your Programming Routine: The probability that I would have an altercation is extremely low. It doesn’t mean that I can’t be prepared from a thought experiment point of view. I am encouraging you again to do the mental exercises to think out what if the power was out for days in the winter or what if someone broke in or even wandered in. The time to be ready is not after the event happens.

September 15, 2021 – Ode to Norm Macdonald

I had something completely different planned for today, in fact I had already started writing it but when I heard that Norm Macdonald had died, I had to say a few things about him.

If you have heard of the doppelganger theory, then some people say that I look like Michael Keaton (that is a story for another day). I feel like Norm was my comic double. I am probably not as good of BS-er as I think he was, but I feel like he can really deliver one liners like nobodies’ business. So, if I think I was ever going to be a comic, then I would look to Norm for inspiration.

I am not going to go on and on about him but I thought that it was worth mentioning that he was probably my favorite comic. I liked that fact that he would would just keep plowing through jokes that ended up being terrible. It was probably the years of training at Saturday Night Live. See below for an example.

He also seemed to be able to fit in a wide variety of situations. Not everything was filthy/raunchy but he could keep right up there with the Eddie Murphy’s of the world if he chose to. I read this joke on Wikipedia yesterday and I was laughing at the punch you in the face technique Norm would use.

After the announcement that Michael Jackson and Lisa Marie Presley planned to divorce, Macdonald joked about their irreconcilable differences on Weekend Update. “According to friends, the two were never a good match. She’s more of a stay-at-home type, and he’s more of a homosexual pedophile.”

I listened to his podcast a couple of years ago, at times it was pretty rough. But again, despite the disaster of the show, Norm kept going. This was going on at the time that he was also playing Colonel Sanders for KFC so he also new how to make fun of himself too.

End Your Programming Routine: Life is short. We should laugh once in a while including at ourselves. We don’t always have to get so offended either. Norm was a writer and a comic more so than an actor which means that he liked to make others laugh. I know that I am going to miss his work.

September 14, 2021 – Be Gone

It seems like every few years, I get on a cleanup kick. It is probably more like I run out of energy every few years and then something sparks it back up. That is the case here. Now that my office is done and stuff is strewn all over the basement, it is time to get organized again. There is no sense putting everything back.

The day after I quit my job in 2019, I spent the afternoon in the basement. It was my intent to start cleaning out and consolidating. That was the last time I made any attempt. But, now it is for real since my office took over space that was formerly storage and now there is less of it.

I have another motivator, fall is coming. With the weather change comes the occasional flooding in the basement. I always spend some time in the fall moving and preserving all the things that get carelessly left out in the bustle of summer parties and knowing there is a tomorrow to take care of it.

This year is more than a tidying up, it is a major remodel. I am finally getting rid of my college textbooks and old software, the original drapes my wife’s grandfather’s desk, baby furniture parts, etc. First, I need to reclaim some space that I lost, but second I haven’t accessed most of that stuff since it made it into the basement in the first place. In fact, some of it didn’t make it out of the box it was packed in before we moved in 2005.

I typically don’t consider myself a pack rat. Using my textbooks as an example At the time that I got them, there was barely an internet. Certainly, in the mid 1990s it was not developed like it is today. The reason I kept them was that it was the only way to access that specific information at the time. I hate to throw them out because the information is still valid, but I am not an active chemist anymore. I haven’t used that information in over ten years at least.

My now Linux computer still has a 3.5″ floppy drive. I paid an extra $100 when I built the computer to have it. At one point, earlier in my career I did access some calculations that I did in school. They were highly complicated calculus equations to model tank volumes which I used as a chemist. But, I haven’t been a chemist since 2008. Both mine and my wife’s college work is on the stack of disks. I am going to save the data before I toss the disks.

To be 100 percent honest, I have no idea what is on the 5.5″ floppy. Our first 8086 IBM in 1986 had a 3.5″ drive so I don’t know why I would have the other size disk. I kind of think it came from my wife but I have no ability to access the disk.

About a year ago, we helped my in-laws move back into their house after a remodel due to water damage. What I was saying to them was this is a process. You have to know that you have it, you have to know where it is and you have to use it at least occasionally.

We do have a few things that I am not quite ready to part with despite the fact that it doesn’t meet that criteria. For instance, we have a silver plated punch bowl that we got for our wedding. I think we have used it at most three times. But for most everything else, it needs to go.

End Your Programming Routine: I am trying execute this in the most efficient way by minimizing the trips to the dump and donation centers. That being said, it is difficult to keep moving piles to new piles but I am getting through it. I think that it going to take a couple weeks as I continue to peck at it in my free time. I am looking forward to finishing this project.

September 13, 2021 – You Probably Think I have Lost My Mind

Friday seems like a generation ago for me. It was another blur of a weekend that I can barely remember. Since this is not Facebook, I am not going to get into all of those details but what I will say is that everything was about closure and preparation to move on. For the foreseeable future, it is just us guys home.

One thing that I haven’t done in a couple of years is canning of peaches and pears. In fact, we are out of pears and down to our last quart of peaches. I think the last time I did it was 2018. Ideally, you would plan to can what you would eat in a year. When I was growing up, my mom would shoot for 1 quart a week. For us, I think that is a little steep but I definitely want to have a little more than what I think we would eat so I am shooting for 24.

What you are looking at is 60 lbs of peaches and 56 lbs of pears. With peaches at least, you always want to get them a little firm and let them ripen up. Otherwise, they get crushed when packed for transport. Both of these I bought at a local feed store chain so I didn’t really get as much choice as I would have liked but I got volume and I didn’t have to pick them. I will also need to get the pears laid out but I think I have a little more time since they are still green.

What does one need to know to prepare for canning?

  • Get your recipe in line, that way you will have an idea of how many jars to have ready and how many other supplies will be necessary like sugar or salt or spices
  • Keep your calendar flexible but realize that when it is time to go, it is time to get canning. I am hoping everything can last until the weekend.
  • If you haven’t done this before, allow plenty of time when starting and plan on completing the job when it is done, not by a time slot
  • Have a place ready to store the jars when done ideally for the rest of the year.
  • Be prepared for a mess, you may end up having to clean the kitchen after a late night even if you are careful.

So, not only do I have single parenting responsibilities, handling some estate duties on this side of the country and dealing with my own messes now I have a bunch of canning to do. I am keeping it short today but now you know why I titled today’s post.

End Your Programming Routine: When harvest season comes, the work has to get done. This is the one time to take advantage of the bounty and put it away for the rest of the year. I am going to enlist the boys to help me out because they eat most of them anyway but it is now or never (for this year).

September 11, 2021 – Where Were You When the World Stopped Turning?

This is a special Saturday edition. Where were you when the world stopped turning? This is twentieth anniversary of 9/11.

Did you know that Alan Jackson wrote this song on September 12? While this is probably not the best song he ever wrote, you can tell that it is really heartfelt and focused on the good in life. This is what Glenn Beck called the 9/12 people. We hurt, we cared, we did what we could where we could do it and it didn’t matter our politics or persuasion.

I will never forget the image of people jumping out of the tower rather than possibly being burned or crushed to death. I see the front page of the Charlotte Observer with that picture on it every time I think about 9/11.

As I am solidly in middle age now, more and more of the population demographic is shifting from 9/11 being a seminal moment to a historical event. What I lament the most is not the event but the consequences. What I mean is the creation of the Department of Homeland Security, the military conflict in Afghanistan and Iraq, the Patriot Act, etc. People don’t even realize the damage to freedom that has been done in the name of security.

End Your Programming Routine: I don’t want to get overtly political today. I encourage you to remember when and be the person that you were September 12. The one that feels the loss, not vengeful and blinded by rage. Be the one that doesn’t need to solve the ‘problem’ but is in the moment for a little while.